Memorable day of us together

~My 18th birthday celebration~

* The unwanted me *

There's none of you - that understand .

I don't feel like speaking it out as it hurts me deep inside. I just couldnt be understood, why families acted like they concern , they care , but they never did look through everything .
I wanted to share with someone i trust , a friend of mine , but realising , there's no one for me whenever i'm down , thus , i'm here writing this stupid idiot BLOG , just to cheer myself up.
How pathetic I am . But what i'm sure is that no one can ever bring my mood down , as im strong and tough !


GO
Go
GO !!!

Rebecca Lim !

I dreamt -

D
R
E
A
M______;;

Dream '' , Comes naturally .


I would prefer describing dream as an uncontrollable sense. It often happens and exactly happens when someone feels tired. But , there's always a question in mind , why does people non stop questioning over ''nightmare'', and what u exactly understand about ''nightmare''.

Human , in another word , homosapien, are forced to work robotically ,in order to satisfy one's want. Human nowdays demand for more, and non stop demanding .. This encourage an individual to work regularly and thus , this can bring themselves to stress , over timing of working can make one feel tired and definitely causes pressure. When an indivudual feels all thing stresses , this is when dream falls into its part..


Or it is the other way round , we oftenly dream of what we desire, one's regret .


July 13th /'';

Midnight;;
4-7 'am;;
becky's room;;

I dreamt >> Of you ..

I've been waiting for the past few years..
And finally , i'm awake from all those idiot lies..
I know deeply , you're in love with a 'her'..
So , I decided , to stay single..
Even think of being a spinster..
My soul , I keep in my heart..
No one ever knows..
What exactly i'm thinking..
I'm holding back my tears..
Just to make myself happier..

Hectic life .. Assignment ! arghhh

You must be wondering ** ..
And so , im not afraid nor ashame to admit ,I was the one ! hahahah - Cool Huh ? were suppose to bring out the discussion , but unfortunately , the workout lastnight was tough ! Ooh , nah , dont think dirty ! Im just exhausted ..haha

Precious moments

De. Slutty Girls.

Yin , Beck , Lis , Vien.

You & me , friendship for eternity.

As

I

Grow,

I tend to miss the old US.

My thoughts of you -

Things are not the same , since the day u left ;;
All i need is a moment of silence ;;
quietly recalling your past presence.