Chill ... my sistas

L:e:t me 1st start with the eldest '' melissa chee''

I met her when we were 14, which means form 2 and this same goes to her. My first impression towards her was just normal ..nothing much in this silly girl who has just been transferred from Convent pulau tikus to our secondary.. Or we have nothing much in common , thus , my feeling towards her .. can only be describe as '' bored''. Well , at first we were SO FAR Distant Kinda Friend, but fate bring us In one ! As i was actually mixing v my best buddy , melissa ong, and when the day comes , we tend to mix around includes vivien ''mel's best budd''. THus , the story of 4 silly lady goes .. !!

The sister after me - in sequence ...
''Vivien Ong"

Well well well .. about vien ..i would describe her as '' a perfect girl to woo''. To be honest , deep down , she's the prettiest among all (No offence to the other) .. Often surrounded by many many , plenty beess.. '' tackler i mean''. A word.. ''attractive'', and i mean it when i were to say this. A girl who was born in june o2. well .. what to say .. not long after i was born ! haha ..well buddy , we PPL rock! gemini.. wooh ! what else ?? We rock ! haha.. She anyhow dislike to admit she is one pretty lady ..but baby trust me ..someday somehow , she will want to !

Lastly : : Our Honey bee ''melissa ong''

Oh// here she come '' This lil honey , i met her whn we were form 3. We two were like so sticking with one another ! We went greenlane MCD together (after sch) , we hang around during recess , and we talk almost about everything !! we go around penang searching for foodfair ! haha!! We even went for orchestra performance IN dewan sri png once ! well , kinda insane but we enjoy every moment being. She is one of my big fan As IN '' THE LAUGHING COMPETITION'' Haha.. no doubt , she loves laughing !!! GOOD BABY ! KEEP IT UP !BUT ANYHOW , 4 of uS will tend to laugh when we get along with one another .. just so happen on us ! haha..


WELL , Time flies , and we're now 18 going on 19 .. BUT one thing , u guys will forever be my '' SO called ''BFF'' .. !! zz ... Best friend forever !!! GAMBATEH MY BABES !!!! MUACKXX

My life

Such a long long time ,
You’re still in my mind ,
Never thought i’ll rewind,
Those days that we're high.

Once upon a time ,
I point onto the sky ,
Holding ur heart close to mine ,
I asked , how high is the sky ,
You answred, No matter how high ,
We’ll have each other for life.

Today , I opened up my eye ,
Staring at de ceiling in 5 minutes time ,
Asking myself of your idiot lies ,
Holding back my tears but finally ,
I cried.
Wondering ,Will you still be mine .

Tomorrow , is another life ,
I’ll never be ur bride ,
As long as you are fine ,
I’m always alright ,
Because im strong and i’ll never cry.

One beautiful morning ,
I see u while waiting for the traffic light ,
On the heavy roadside ,
You were happily talking to your new ‘Madeline’ ,
I was glad that you’re having such a great time ,
And I knew , i can never have u by my side.

Time flies ,
But i realised ,
I never get over u from my mind ,
I wanna cry ,
But no one will ever gv me advise.
So , i decide to go for a ride ,
So called the spinster company ,
Situated at the country side.

Until the day i die ,
I’ll still be alone ,
I too wanna feel love ,
But no one ever say,
Baby , lets do it one more time,
So here , poem of my pathetic life,
A spinster ,there goes the rest of my life.


Beckz__`

Without Food , I'm NoThing

• Oh my gosh rebecca lim , you're fat enough as to fit into the fridge , dont you dare to eat chicken anymore !
• Oh hell becky , you're obese !!!
• BECKY , how could you ?? Stop Eating !!
• Hey i thought ive asked u not to take supper !!!!!!!
• hey girl , chicken is not good for health ..
• Bec , you're ban from eating chicken from now onwards !

People, I start to realise you guys are incomprehensible .
Although its inconceivable for u people to imagine that i can actually hv 4 meals per day. Eventhough i've been skipping supper for about 3 months , it goes the samething either ! Well , within few months , holly man , im not a profit slumped.. i couldnt put off so easily as the way you guys think.. so whats de use of skipping meals ? especially supper .. Its not gonna work in me anyhow!So why cant i Take in a large amount of food which can only comfort my lil tummy , and there goes my couch waiting !! Hehe.. People , No one can ever take control of my life !!! NONE ! Parents excluded haha !!

A laughter , a day

9o.50__


Being a contented KID has always been my aim ! Hoping to be Like a berkelium[hyper] , bringing happiness & light up the darkness to people , to the weaker , to the unhappy folks , and to be compassionate towards those pathetic ones'.


Once upon a time, I'm lost in the middle of silk , feeling so uneventful , worried , panic.. but at the same time , I've found a new narrow lane , and thus , for all of the euphoric mood has come. After the terrific incident.. I soon realised..[*[ Life is actually full with surprises and breakable chain , Fate is always here to guide us , I doubt of being depress , because i deeply knew, God is always by our side to hold us up high. Do it as you wish' Pray and hope , eventually , you'll soon realise .. you're no longer alone .


In balancing , I do feel depress at times , I'll stare upon the star , start communicating as 'it' blinks. And I definitely feel it's indeterminate response. As i could , i wish and i do wishes for all it has. At least , i feel someone actually do care and concern over ''myself''. I soon feels better , and no longer a lonely wolf.


No matter how life turn it's path , It's not the companion that counts , It's the feeling that matters most , Even though , we sometimes have NONE of them by side , to cheer us up , to convince , nor advise or care , but believe in IT , as God has made us ''strong'' , Smile as we can , as distance of path in life is short. Therefore , every of us are able to search for the rest of the joy of happiness.

Another day-out

My so called sistas & I went singing in gurney at redbox.

Four of us , yin , vien , mel and of course becky . Haha..

Moment of silence

Pathetic A__Z

December 23rd.
I gt scolding -

=Haih.. Blah blah blah .. Mom scolded me because of a particular ''matter''. It is absolutely NOT A Problem'' . The only thing that matters is that .. she often make things go complicated. Frankly says, she's the best mom of all iv seen. As u guys can see , im this ''Obese'' .. She cooks whenever me saying '' mummy , im so in hunger ..Well , although this sounds perfect , but human will anyhow make mistake, at least once in a blue moon !=// Maybe , im really tht '' irresponsible'', but does she ever wonder how would I feel within ..


No matter what ,you're the strength for me to carry on .. because uv been around since de day i was born . Love u though..

Mom+.+

what am i thinkin..

Its now holiday , i'm enjoying it to bits .
As usual , will then drive my ''BaBy Hon'' out , go round penang island ! Viewing the beautiful scenery Here // my lil Penang island.

Erm , was like 3 weeks ago ,iv started driving With My ''BABY ESS''. Its So Not a prOb man ! haha.. not to be perasan , but seriously , i could just get use to it within hours!!! Aint easy anyhow, as u guys knw , its Huge , and moreover , ITS EXTREMELY HUGE ! Haha..[Estima]

What else these days .. buddies are all gone , erm , my college mates would understand .. Haha..]] Well , this is life i suppose , its not beyond our control & prediction.. Its been weeks since da last convo v thm, tried not 2 think [[As im strong and ill tend to overcome and get over .. !!! well , luckily friends around were being supportive!! thanks buddies , u know who m i referrin 2 .. ! =}

"Friend", aint easy to get along.
"Friend", aint easy to understand.
"Friend", aint easy to mix around.

Therefore , Friends are harsh !

:: I suppose every individual has their own thoughts within , and im sure , they would have go towards friends who r trustworthy and share their inner thoughts with.. :: Well , have no idea whether am i to say im unfortunate or lucky , iv found some , i mean a few.. since then , im alright .

+well , thts all folks ..+ buzie + next chap.

Coffee island

December (20th)
Saturday night .
Location : Coffee Island , Gurney drive.


6 of us separated into two . 3 in a car.
Well, a day for us [sistas & gays] to gather up once again.
Chit-chatted , pics taken , food eaten. Was fun hanging out under such ''ideal place'', perfect scene, best view, comfortable environment. well, no one doubted .

[Erm , well , i wouldnt phrase it as were fated ''. // But coincident-. haha..]
Let me make this clear , urm .. we '' saw her '' .. !haha .. well , not much changes , but with an extreme pinky TOP! haha. shes cute **...]

''Four'' Lil lady , VISITED '' the lil perf-grand toilet for like more than twice.. Haha.. we've gotta relax our '' kidney '' , iznt it ?

well , thats all fo now..

Memorable day of us together

~My 18th birthday celebration~

* The unwanted me *

There's none of you - that understand .

I don't feel like speaking it out as it hurts me deep inside. I just couldnt be understood, why families acted like they concern , they care , but they never did look through everything .
I wanted to share with someone i trust , a friend of mine , but realising , there's no one for me whenever i'm down , thus , i'm here writing this stupid idiot BLOG , just to cheer myself up.
How pathetic I am . But what i'm sure is that no one can ever bring my mood down , as im strong and tough !


GO
Go
GO !!!

Rebecca Lim !

I dreamt -

D
R
E
A
M______;;

Dream '' , Comes naturally .


I would prefer describing dream as an uncontrollable sense. It often happens and exactly happens when someone feels tired. But , there's always a question in mind , why does people non stop questioning over ''nightmare'', and what u exactly understand about ''nightmare''.

Human , in another word , homosapien, are forced to work robotically ,in order to satisfy one's want. Human nowdays demand for more, and non stop demanding .. This encourage an individual to work regularly and thus , this can bring themselves to stress , over timing of working can make one feel tired and definitely causes pressure. When an indivudual feels all thing stresses , this is when dream falls into its part..


Or it is the other way round , we oftenly dream of what we desire, one's regret .


July 13th /'';

Midnight;;
4-7 'am;;
becky's room;;

I dreamt >> Of you ..

I've been waiting for the past few years..
And finally , i'm awake from all those idiot lies..
I know deeply , you're in love with a 'her'..
So , I decided , to stay single..
Even think of being a spinster..
My soul , I keep in my heart..
No one ever knows..
What exactly i'm thinking..
I'm holding back my tears..
Just to make myself happier..

Hectic life .. Assignment ! arghhh

You must be wondering ** ..
And so , im not afraid nor ashame to admit ,I was the one ! hahahah - Cool Huh ? were suppose to bring out the discussion , but unfortunately , the workout lastnight was tough ! Ooh , nah , dont think dirty ! Im just exhausted ..haha

Precious moments

De. Slutty Girls.

Yin , Beck , Lis , Vien.

You & me , friendship for eternity.

As

I

Grow,

I tend to miss the old US.

My thoughts of you -

Things are not the same , since the day u left ;;
All i need is a moment of silence ;;
quietly recalling your past presence.